As a young child I always used my intuition, but as I got older I found I didn't trust it as much. When I look back on why I lost trust, it was revealed to me that I was selfish. I wasn't looking for what was best for everyone, I was doing what I thought was best for me. The hard part was it actually wasn't what was best for me. My intuition was telling me to stop, don't do that, get away, but I thought "This can't be right! I know what's best!" But I didn't... I had to admit I was wrong...
For most of my life I was a people pleaser. It was almost like I was a puppet in everyone else's life. I was always looking for the truth to life. When I went to church, I always felt like some thing was missing. I didn't know what that was, but I was bound, and determined to find the missing link. Fast forward to 5 years ago. I got the courage to leave my husband of 31 years. I guess you could say it was more like self preservation. The stress of my life was more than I wanted to endure
One of the most important lessons I have had to learn in my journey is to Value Myself. This was a very hard lesson for me to learn because I am an Empath. I always put others first. I even let my ex-husband tell me what to wear. That was always funny because he liked the Business women's look, and that is so not me! His style for me was a pencil skirt with a blouse and suit jacket. Haha. If you knew me you would know that I'm all about the Free flow! I love lace, and color, and styles t